Having a serious art block.

Yes. :c
Those who came to my Join.me would know that, cause it was quite obvious that I'm struggling. I can't finish a picture. I can't even finish a sketch or think of a new idea. When I hear something interesting it fades away so fast, like some kind of butterfly.
And this downturn is not only about my art... I'm having this depression caused from various sources . Everything- school, art, friends, love- seems so meaningless and now I don't even know what makes me happy anymore. Things never stay, they just flows away from my grasping hands. Now I don't know why I should try to keep them beside me. Nothing's eternal. Love is mirage, friends never stay, art gives me thirst that can never, ever satisfied.

So for those who I promised to do challenge, kiriban, AT, or whatever, I am very sorry that I can't work on anything. At least not with joy.
Hope this goes away.